Backyard Lover

I am aimless in my lovin' Caught the tail end of your set Before I went to bed But I don't get out much Met a lover in my backyard Watching from my room Honey, I'll come down soon Now I am falling to a dark place Where just remembering her death's About all I can take But I don't get out much Is being swallowed by a room Supposed to feel this way? Maybe I'll come out, babe Now I am swimming in a river Showing off the butterfly Enraptured by light But I don't get out much And nothing's held me so soft As this water tonight Maybe she was She was right What dying felt like A wooden spoon tossed in the fire 'Cause nothing's good enough You fucking liar You fucking liar A sliding hill A quick refrain A frozen bird Melting An eyelash For wishing