Uneasy Me

[Verse 1] Fights start at the dinner table Ask me why I've been so unstable Never have the right answers for you Tell you things I know are untrue I can be the cruelest of cruel Not value the things that you do I get mad, but you're just trying to help Sorry, I don't love myself [Pre-Chorus] Worried I lose you soon Lost the patience that I gained Let the selfishness bloom Riles me up when I speak I should really be ashamed Don't deserve a kissed cheek [Chorus] I've tried so hard to stay on track But I'm so lost, there's no coming back On a winning streak of my own defeat I'll make you cry 'cause I'm uneasy me [Verse 2] Why can't you just leave me in hell Watching others whisper my tells? And I yell 'cause I'm just too afraid To embrace the things that have changed If I were to look up above Would it save the things that I love But it's rough to try to trust That I'd be good enough [Pre-Chorus] Worried I lose you soon Lost the patience that I gained Let the selfishness bloom Riles me up when I speak I should really be ashamed Don't deserve a kissed cheek [Chorus] I've tried so hard to stay on track But I'm so lost, there's no coming back On a winning streak of my own defeat I'll make you cry 'cause I'm uneasy me [Outro] Uneasy me, uneasy me