Flamethrower

It's the end of the morning What have I done? It's finally getting warmer Oh G-d, what have I done? Prayers for your soul while hoping mine Would leave this awful place sometime Somewhere better with no more pain You won't love him you'll love me again I was the one- the one who was always here Fate seeks my soul and it's drawing near I'd die today if you could forgive me, dear I said that anything mattered... words I'd sing you a song I'd love you if I knew how It's too late to hold or to kiss you now He won't remember. We're made perfect somehow "This morning is different..." words I look down, she's asleep in a place she can smile again The world will forget her as she disappears to them I swore I'd love her, I'd rather pretend "All these tears are for you..." words With poison within me and everything still I know now what I have to do (what I never will) I will lift up my eyes to the hills Promises, promises, promises... words