[Intro: Machine Gun Kelly]
Kells, to my fans
Hold me down, motherfucker
And that's all I say
[Verse 1: Machine Gun Kelly]
When that crowd leaves, will you stay for me? (Uh-huh)
And if I don't become what they thought I would
In the time I should and my hype dies, would you wait for me?
Or be ashamed of me if I chose to bow out gracefully
'Cause I know if I don't wanna lose myself
Then Hollywood ain't no place for me (Nah)
What if I told you I ain't quit
And these drugs still was my rival (Pff)
Would you regret the fact that you sobered up
And had more heart than your idol (Ugh)
Or accept the fact that I'm just human, borderline suicidal (Bah)
And is it blasphemous that these two fingers mean more to me than my Bible? (Wassup?)
Lord help 'cause I'm hell bound
With the weight of the world I'm held down
Feels like I'm in Hell now, maybe that's why I'm havin' this meltdown (Uh)
Maybe that's why I hate fame, maybe that's why this J's lit
'Cause I speak the real and get criticized
So I inhale and don't say shit (Pff)
And I wake up to the same shit
Cameras on with they hands out
And that fake smile that I hate now
'Cause they the ones say I sold out
They the ones that would break out when I needed food for my daughter (Damn)
And I'm the one who can't grow up so these fans replace my father
And these girls replace my momma, they give me love
I don't take it, 'cause fuck love
These fucking hugs weren't around before I made it
And since I don't have no family, EST is all that I got (Wassup?)
Either drop me now or you down for life, man, it's EST or it's not
[Chorus: Dub-O, Machine Gun Kelly & Both]
This shit ain't right (Uh)
'Cause whenever their wrong, oh, it's my fault (My fault, huh)
This is my life (My life)
Now tell me, are you gon' ride 'til the wheels fall off? (Wassup?)
'Til the nightmares done (Done)
'Til the grey hairs come (Come)
'Til the friendship disappears that we've had since day one
I said this is my life (My life, life)
So tell me, are you gon' ride 'til the wheels fall off, off?
[Verse 2: Machine Gun Kelly]
Now, what if this is our climax? What if everything peaks here?
What if we never get big and these days add on like leap year?
What if you were in my shoes? Do you think you could fit 'em?
Or would put that gun to your fuckin' head
And regret the fact that you in 'em
'Cause this ain't living, this shit prison
Whatever you see in videos, this isn't
Whatever I thought I knew, shit, I didn't
Dealing with the consequences of my decisions
Traded the life of a lonely child
That couldn't find anyone to get through
For a life that's filled with cameras, critisize every time that I move
But the love I got from my fans and the loyalty from my mans
Equaled out to the shows we dreamed of
With them bodies packed to those stands
And I did what they say I can't, so I'm living proof that you can
Go be great, chase your dreams
We only got one life and one chance
[Chorus: Dub-O, Machine Gun Kelly & Both]
This shit ain't right (Uh)
'Cause whenever their wrong, oh, it's my fault (My fault, huh)
This is my life (My life)
Now tell me, are you gon' ride 'til the wheels fall off? (Wassup?)
'Til the nightmares done (Done)
'Til the grey hairs come (Come)
'Til the friendship disappears that we've had since day one
I said this is my life (My life, life)
So tell me, are you gon' ride 'til the wheels fall off, off?
