Letter To My Fans

[Intro: Machine Gun Kelly]

Kells, to my fans

Hold me down, motherfucker

And that's all I say

[Verse 1: Machine Gun Kelly]

When that crowd leaves, will you stay for me? (Uh-huh)

And if I don't become what they thought I would

In the time I should and my hype dies, would you wait for me?

Or be ashamed of me if I chose to bow out gracefully

'Cause I know if I don't wanna lose myself

Then Hollywood ain't no place for me (Nah)

What if I told you I ain't quit

And these drugs still was my rival (Pff)

Would you regret the fact that you sobered up

And had more heart than your idol (Ugh)

Or accept the fact that I'm just human, borderline suicidal (Bah)

And is it blasphemous that these two fingers mean more to me than my Bible? (Wassup?)

Lord help 'cause I'm hell bound

With the weight of the world I'm held down

Feels like I'm in Hell now, maybe that's why I'm havin' this meltdown (Uh)

Maybe that's why I hate fame, maybe that's why this J's lit

'Cause I speak the real and get criticized

So I inhale and don't say shit (Pff)

And I wake up to the same shit

Cameras on with they hands out

And that fake smile that I hate now

'Cause they the ones say I sold out

They the ones that would break out when I needed food for my daughter (Damn)

And I'm the one who can't grow up so these fans replace my father

And these girls replace my momma, they give me love

I don't take it, 'cause fuck love

These fucking hugs weren't around before I made it

And since I don't have no family, EST is all that I got (Wassup?)

Either drop me now or you down for life, man, it's EST or it's not

[Chorus: Dub-O, Machine Gun Kelly & Both]

This shit ain't right (Uh)

'Cause whenever their wrong, oh, it's my fault (My fault, huh)

This is my life (My life)

Now tell me, are you gon' ride 'til the wheels fall off? (Wassup?)

'Til the nightmares done (Done)

'Til the grey hairs come (Come)

'Til the friendship disappears that we've had since day one

I said this is my life (My life, life)

So tell me, are you gon' ride 'til the wheels fall off, off?

[Verse 2: Machine Gun Kelly]

Now, what if this is our climax? What if everything peaks here?

What if we never get big and these days add on like leap year?

What if you were in my shoes? Do you think you could fit 'em?

Or would put that gun to your fuckin' head

And regret the fact that you in 'em

'Cause this ain't living, this shit prison

Whatever you see in videos, this isn't

Whatever I thought I knew, shit, I didn't

Dealing with the consequences of my decisions

Traded the life of a lonely child

That couldn't find anyone to get through

For a life that's filled with cameras, critisize every time that I move

But the love I got from my fans and the loyalty from my mans

Equaled out to the shows we dreamed of

With them bodies packed to those stands

And I did what they say I can't, so I'm living proof that you can

Go be great, chase your dreams

We only got one life and one chance

[Chorus: Dub-O, Machine Gun Kelly & Both]

This shit ain't right (Uh)

'Cause whenever their wrong, oh, it's my fault (My fault, huh)

This is my life (My life)

Now tell me, are you gon' ride 'til the wheels fall off? (Wassup?)

'Til the nightmares done (Done)

'Til the grey hairs come (Come)

'Til the friendship disappears that we've had since day one

I said this is my life (My life, life)

So tell me, are you gon' ride 'til the wheels fall off, off?