STRESS

I've been really stressed My heads been a mess Started loosing friends Cause every time I see them I'm always fucking crying People that I trusted have since started lying That's not a good feeling In fact it's pretty frightening Now there's line in my face and I look 38 By the time I'm 22 Used to be fun and games now it's email chains Oh fuck it I've been trying hard to tell myself I still love it But I just don't anymore it got rubbish Used to fall asleep so I could dream about it Now I close my eyes so I never have to think about it Fuck it I've been trying hard to tell myself I still love it But I just don't anymore I'm a mess And if I die young it won't be drugs it'll be the stress Sacrificed who I was for who I am Now it's all gone wrong and I want them back Some peace of mind is all I ask But even with all of these lawyers it's so hard to negotiate that Oh this is not what it used to be Feel like you're using me so Fuck it You took what I love and burnt it down Now I'm disgusted Don't want to discuss it My mind Won't let me sleep so I can't dream about it when I close my eyes Oh fuck it I've been trying hard to tell myself I still love it But I just don't anymore I'm a mess And if I die young it won't be drugs It'll be the stress It'll be the stress It'll be the stress It'll be the stress