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[Verse] I don't know how much more I can rant I don't know how much more I can vent I don't know how much more I can say and expect y'all to just understand My cards dealt can't get back the hand Smoke so much, you'll get secondhand Smoke so much, you'll get second hands, pfft, yeah Started gettin' fried 'cause I hate bein' social Rather be home, rather keep shit local Rather roll up, can't do this shit sober Wake up some days, the day already over Watch my back, eyes over my shoulder Diamonds on me but my heart gettin' colder Feel likе my innocence, that shit's dead Ovеrthink so much, live and regret I'm still sufferin', it's just unsaid "Am I the problem?" What is what she said I left the crib askin', "Where you at?" Can't see a future without you, my lens Feels so common to lose my friends But that's just how shit go, fuck it, Amen Everything goin' wrong in my life It took so much for me not to cry My friends told me to take my time Fell back, yeah, but I found my stride I'm still fine, tryna drop my pride Not lettin' none of that slick shit slide I always question if I wanna live, but I just don't know, yeah, what's on that side That's why I'm too scared to take my life Can't talk to fam so I talk to the mic I thought about it, don't sip out of Sprite That shit won't help me get my mind right My heart ain't for the love, it spite Made this song 'cause I don't feel alright I got used to bein' in the dark, I don't like showin' myself in the light I get conscious 'cause I don't like standards I don't like playin' into stereotypes Heart had to drag me out my crib if you really wanna catch me outside I'm growin' tired of conver-damn-sations, I do not wan' be a socialite Nothing is free in life, I gotta fight I'm gettin' left turns, I need a right When that tour canceled, it killed me inside Feel like a cancer to those in my life Hopefully some day, I know I'll suffice If I don't, then I won't, It's my own demise Honestly that wouldn't be a surprise I need protectin' me, watch all the time Tune know he watchin' me, watch from the sky [Outro] I'll see you soon if I'm doin' this right I'll see you soon if I'm doin' this right I'll see you soon if I'm doin' this right I'll see you soon if I'm doin' this right I'll see you soon if I'm doin' it, yeah