Shutter Speed

[Verse 1] It don't feel like progress To go back Back the way i came Never ending process Letting go of pain Always seem to offset Any semblance of a gain Just haven’t been caught yet Sabotaging my own change [Chorus] I'm busy pulling focus on all the little things I conflate the present with my tired, tired memories I'm slurring all my moments with blurring shutter speed Fail to pull the trigger I won’t grow bigger Than this dream, nightmare, dream, nightmare Try another day [Verse 2] Breathing out and breathing in I start to count til' i feel like me again Only one way out and it's deep within I'm filled with doubt and i can't keep it in Some days i am swallowed by the grey I am hollowed by the weight I am followed by the rain Some days i am faltering for strength Feel like forfeiting the game Will it always be the same? [Chorus] I'm busy pulling focus on all the little things I conflate the present with my tired, tired memories I'm slurring all my moments with blurring shutter speed Fail to pull the trigger I won't grow bigger Than this dream, nightmare, dream, nightmare Try another day [Outro] One way out and it’s deep within