Big Sky

I spended all of my days In those [?] passed out There's a lot of time to kill And too much I waste Surrounded by soul stealing dementor At least I'm never completely alone I guess The backgrounds loud So there's a silence in my head Wish I could flourish But I'm already feeling dead Wish I could varnish The parts of me that I'm there I'm there My heart goes out Heads get get blessed And you become smaller as people fill up Swolen heavy ready to birth Show natures curse I'm not putting in myself first The backgrounds loud So there's a silence in my head Wish I could flourish But I'm already feeling dead Wish I could varnish The parts of me that I'm there I'm there Screams your birth Shower me in love Never enough I'm never enough At least I'm never completely alone The backgrounds loud So there's a silence in my head Wish I could flourish But I'm already feeling dead Wish I could varnish The parts of me that I'm there I'm there