Anxiety

Man, I been dealin' with anxiety This shit just happens to get the best of me It started out as just a couple of doubts But now it's runnin' me out of my entirety Ain't been feelin' good when I been wakin' up Feelin' so deflated, just get up, the fuck? Never really knew about anxiety Until I let it go and get the best of me, oh Breathin' in, breathin' faster, no breathin' out Heart stops, mind blowin', gettin' creepy now I don't know myself, don't know if I'm capable, am I well? Don't know if I'm good enough, too wrong? Don't know if I could till I'm gone I been dealin' with anxiety Yeah I'm lookin' back, no, not deprеssed, not anymore I did my work, I did good, I made surе I went to therapy, tryna forgive the best of me Nip it in the bud before I bring out the worst in me Found myself rehabilitatin' from amphetamines Sometimes, I wish it was someone else instead of me Sometimes, I wish to start again, please wipe my memory Such a broken little child, was God upset at me? Now I'm on top, can't breathe, no, can't move Body shakin', not good, no, not cool Now I'm down and I'm out and I'm fightin' loud Arguin' about the shit that we don't know about You think I'm wrong and I'm cool with it I knew all along that I was through with it Dealin' with this anxiety I told my father, "Don't you ever hit me up no more" I told my mama, "I'm better headin' out of the door" He tried to crush my soul, tried to come and torture us But now I'm writin' songs, vibin' on a tour bus Narcissistic, so selfish, can't believe I let you get to me You was supposed to try protect, not try come and wreck me Now you broke, cannot flex, evil vibes get your life Now I'm rollin' around with no more tears up in my eyes Never thought I'd feel free from these burdens inside Baby, let me give you something for the ride Yeah, control your breathin' Breathe in then breathe out Take it easy, take a breath, then calm down It gets better as long as you take it there If it doesn't work, keep it Aaliyah, then go and try again I thought I was done out, but I grew with it We all go through it, we're all a part of it Dealin' with this anxiety Dealin' with this anxiety Dealin' with this anxiety