Hate Me

I almost married a simple man Who made me laugh with a beer in his hand He said "I'll stay at home, and you'll travel the world" I need you You're my precious girl I almost married a clean woman She had the brain of a solar system Her gravity pulled all the good people close I tried to love her, but I hurt her the most If there's water in the cup You've gotta pour it out I hate being contained Spill me on the concrete Throw me in the grass Just let me keep my name If you hate me, hate me It's out of my control I need freedom to feel like I have a fucking soul So if you hate me, I'm sorry I wish that I were more Like somebody steady, instead of walking out the door I always thought I was ignorant I didn't like what they held to my lips So I opened my mouth and tried not to exist Pretending I was into it If there's water in the cup You've gotta pour it out I hate being contained Spill me on the concrete Throw me in the grass Just let me keep my name If you hate me, hate me It's out of my control I need freedom to feel like I have a fucking soul It took me so long to ask for what I need Cause I was so afraid you'd hate me Do you hate me? Guess it wouldn't kill me It took me so long to ask for what I need Cause I was so afraid you'd hate me Now you hate me, but it didn't kill me