Reluctant

Smoke more, just to feel less Getting high, and drunk, and mad just to take a breath, uh Running down the road just to find your purpose Changing up the words when the words don't hit Everything you felt is not a cursive Listen to me now, let my voice be clear (yeah, yeah) I'm still tryna' come to terms with the motion I'm still tryna' keep up with the pace I'm reluctant to change Run, jumping away Love drunk, feeling drum funk, just some punk in a rave I never numb it down, the buzzard's never tamed Hit 'em with that sudden love, you'll see it in their face Sudden like we're flooding comes from tiny drops of rain Find me at the viewing spot trying pots of grain I can't deny it stops the pain Train of thought circulating like the blood around my veins Like what's our purpose and our place? Are we nervous? Are we brave? Or have we accessed how we're feeling Meaning we ain't even phased? We're just atoms in a maze Just driving through the city letting bangers flip and play Get a grip on what you taste Just driving through the city letting bangers flip and play Get a grip on what you taste So you smoke more, just to feel less Getting high, and drunk, and mad just to take a breath Running down the road just to find your purpose Changing up the words when the words don't hit Feeling all you felt is not a cursive Listen to me now, let my voice be clear Reluctantly, everything I need will come to me (yeah, yeah) Reluctantly, everything I need will come to me (yeah, yeah) Reluctantly, everything I need will come to me (yeah, yeah) Reluctantly, everything I need will come to me I want more, check the repertoire it's on form Center of the storm, been here before Deeper than it should, naturally within I say "it's pure" I say "I live for nothing but the cure" Resonate within, feel it like it's yours Segregate the picture, turn the mickey to a war I'm pressing play and lettin' it spin Do it for the chorus Estimate the distance, and I'm moving in with four of us