Backbone (It's Not Over)

[Verse 1] I need a backbone Wanna remind myself that I can dig out of this hole I need a way home Do what I do, but I don't wanna have to do it alone I need to stay awake so I can take all the time that I need I need a backbone I need a backbone [Chorus] 'Cause I know that when I break, I'll go deeper I won't scream and I won't whisper Breathe in deep, heartbeat slower 'Cause when I crack, it's not over Can't shut down, I stay open Twenty-four hours for one moment Breathe in deep, heartbeat slower 'Cause when I crack, it's not over [Verse 2] I'm on the defensе Tryin' to save myself from going straight out of my mind Don't know what hell is But if I did, I'd probably know half thе people in line I had to will myself to pass the test And prove that I'm not too broken to let go I need a backbone [Chorus] When I break, I'll go deeper I won't scream and I won't whisper Breathe in deep, heartbeat slower 'Cause when I crack, it's not over Can't shut down, I stay open Twenty-four hours for one moment Breathe in deep, heartbeat slower 'Cause when I crack, it's not over [Bridge] I'm so hard on myself 'cause I'm too afraid to fail Keep my heart on a shelf 'til I'm capable of bending I'm so hard on myself 'cause I'm too afraid to fail Keep my heart on a shelf 'til I'm capable of bending 'Cause I know that 'Cause I know that (One, two, three) [Chorus] 'Cause I know that when I break, I'll go deeper I won't scream and I won't whisper Breathe in deep, heartbeat slower 'Cause when I crack, it's not over Can't shut down, I stay open Twenty-four hours for one moment Breathe in deep, heartbeat slower 'Cause when I crack, it's not over When I break, I'll go deeper (It's not over) I won't scream and I won't whisper (It's not over) Breathe in deep, heartbeat slower 'Cause when I crack, it's not over