Crash

Crash, over the edge, over the edge Crash, not just pretend, not just pretend Crash, never again, never again That's what I tell myself I'm looking for something else Don't know what I came here for Sitting on the ocean floor And I can't even swim 'Cause I can't feel my limbs Will it always feel this way? If I'm not numb, I feel afraid I'm barely keeping up Will I be enough? Baby, just dive, free-falling Baby, don't hide, let it begin Oh, let it begin And I don't wanna Crash, over the edge, over the edge Crash, not just pretend, not just pretend Crash, never again, never again That's what I tell myself I'm looking for something else I left you with the chemicals I put you on a pedestal Alone in paradise You were always right You said Baby, just dive, free-falling Baby, don't hide, let it begin Let it begin And I don't wanna Crash, over the edge, over the edge Crash, not just pretend, not just pretend (And I don't wanna) Crash, never again, never again That's what I tell myself I'm looking for something else I am attracted to the light And at times it can be destructive But sometimes change is required to grow And right after the sunset The sky is painted a deep, rich shade of blue That reminds me why I'm still here And why I shouldn't give up Because without all the pain I've felt I wouldn't appreciate the beauty That came afterwards This is my Blue Hour