Relief Next To Me

[Tegan and Sara cover] [Verse 1] I miss you now I guess like I should have missed you then My body moves Like curtains waving in and out of wind In and out of windows I can't untangle (I can't untangle) What I feel and what would matter most I can't close an eye (I can't close an eye)-lid Now there's just no point In reaching out for me [Chorus] In the dark (I'm in the dark) I'm just no good at giving relief In the dark (I'm in the dark) It won't be easy to find relief And I'm not proud (and I'm not proud) That nothing will seem easy about me But I promise this I won't go my whole life Telling you I don't need [Verse 2] I'll tell you now I guess like I should have told you then The thunder moves Like damn drawers slamming in my frame Slamming in my framework I can't untangle (I can't untangle) What I know and what should matter most I can't close an eye (I can't close an eye)-lid Now there's just no point In reaching out for you [Chorus] In the dark (I'm in the dark) I'm just no good at giving relief In the dark (I'm in the dark) It won't be easy to find relief And I'm not proud (and I'm not proud) That nothing will seem easy about me But I promise this (I promise this) I won't go my whole life (I promise this) Telling you I don't need (I promise this)