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If I loved you, I don't now Somewhere a line was crossed somehow So I put those feelings way up on a shelf At least that's what I tell myself If you loved me, why attack? And so I had to turn my back Your breath escapes The smoke unfurls A little light, a little darkness leaves the world If I loved you, I don't now If I loved you, I don't now We were brothers, we were friends At least until the friendship's end We were young and we set out into the world together Only a fool like me would think that would last forever If I loved you I don't now A life crossed out somehow These ugly words they can consume And now your shadow follows me around the room If I loved you, I don't now If I loved you, I don't now If I loved you, I don't now If I loved you