Secrets

[Intro: Tulisa] Dappy, turn my mic up Mmm [Verse 1: Tulisa] Today is the day that I'm gonna tell just a little 'bout myself (Myself) All of these haters, they don't understand me They can't touch the pain I've felt (Ooh) I wish I could show them all of my secrets and they might see through me But if I tell my secrets or expose my weakness, then I can let 'em tear through me Ooh, mummy had problems, daddy couldn't solve them Won't stop, they just add to her pain Daddy, it's okay, yeah, I still love you Because you show me love in every way Mummy, I'm sorry for not always caring I get so lost when you weren't around Since I was a young girl, I kept us related I don't trust so I won't get let down [Chorus: Tulisa & Dappy] So look (Look) behind (Behind) my smile I'm crying out and I'm left without a hand T, no, you ain't, you can tell us anythin' And we'll advise you in every way One more thing, for those who don't know, we is family We've known each other since we were babies [Verse 2: Fazer] So I guess it's just another one of them days (Ah) I got bills to pay, studs' to rent, girl problems Plus an album due within nine days (What?) Stress to the brain Mumsy's goin' through so much pain So, every time I get paid, money to Elaine (Haha) One mornin', you'll open your eyes to a blacked-out range [Verse 3: Dappy] Gunshots (Uh), knife attacks Seems like I'm livin' in a life of attacks (Huh) Government bills (Bills), dodgy deals (Deals) Leads to another life, crime on wheels I'm so broke that it's no joke Surrounded by addicts who be on coke If I really wanted to, I make money off them (Straight) Block in the mornin', in the booth by ten I write them hits in my head Don't need no time with paper and pen I sell my demos in boxes of ten Won't stop me unless you're a dirty bill [Verse 4: Fazer] It feels like yesterday (What?) Fifteen hooded up thirteen years olds in Westie Were the bester days (Haha), can you relate? Young black boys from council estates All rollin' around the ends, twenty man strong Pour some Hennessy for every man gone (Brap) I know I ain't sent no letters but still Free Ash, free D, and for not much longer [Pre-Chorus: Dappy, Fazer & Tulisa] Ever since I was a youngin', I found it hard to find my way That's why, I don't trust so I won't get let down [Chorus: Tulisa & Dappy] So look (Look) behind (Behind) my smile I'm crying out and I'm left without a hand T, no, you ain't, you can tell us anythin' And we'll advise you in every way One more thing, for those who don't know, we is family We've known each other since we were babies [Verse 5: Tulisa] Oh, I went from not wantin' to live life no more (No more) To appreciatin' every breath I take (I take) If it wasn't for the music, I probably wouldn't be here That's why I pray to God every day (Ooh) Dreaming of them days where I could just fly away I'm tryna stay strong, but as for today, I'm feelin' down [Chorus: Tulisa] So look (Look) behind (Behind) my smile I'm crying out and I'm left without a hand (Ooh)