Amateur

[Verse 1] You made me feel like I'm OK, I could be happy Now I can sit, not run away, stupidly laughing Wipe out all self-pity, it's slowing me down Turn off feeling pretty, dressing up, dressing down [Verse 2] I walk around the city, out of my way, looking for something I've got all that I need to save my day, so why'm I running? [Chorus] You said I should get professional help, it always makes me cry I know I'm just an amateur, but I've gotta try [Verse 3] I had a birthday party and it was packed, got friends who love me We hung a disco ball up and watched the lights, they were so lovely [Chorus] You said I should get professional help, it always makes me cry I know I'm just an amateur, but I've gotta try I've gotta try [Bridge] When exactly are we? I get the decades mixed up I like the streets when they're empty I can make the rest up I can make the rest up I can make the rest up [Verse 2] I walk around the city, out of my way, looking for something I've got all that I need to save my day, so why'm I running? [Chorus] You said I should get professional help, it always makes me cry I know I'm just an amateur, but I've gotta try [Bridge 2] Every day is New Year's Eve Every night is the last night Every day is New Year's Eve Every time is the last time [Chorus] You said I should get professional help, it always makes me cry I know I'm just an amateur, but I've gotta try I've gotta try