Fallen

If you were me Why would I reply?

There's a wall that I cannot tear down And I can't touch the ground All the sights and the sounds They surround me and You Tell me that you need me to Need me to love you, hold you Feel you, be you So I say Why are you in front of me? Can't I just move around? Why are your hands so cold and lonely? Why do I need help from you? I never asked for this Can't I just keep my bliss And go my own way

So don't forget to drop off all your baggage You don't need it, don't need it You're a town away from damage now (just move on) Let me show you, I'm supposed to let you fall And now I'm scared to grow You say "I told you so" Is there more to know? I can't trust the darkness of my own skin Don't make me trust the unknown that I've fallen in Said I'm fallin' I said I'm fallin' I said I'm fallin' I'm fallin'

Okay. Alright. What do you see in your future? Where do you see yourself 5 years from now?

Five years from now? Well, I hope to be in England with Oli. Um, I would like to be married, own a home, have my own bakery, be producing wedding and event cakes, and be comfortable, but happy. You know what I mean? Like, not working comfortable, but with a job you hate. Like, I don't wanna be rolling in the dough, I just wanna have a job that I like, and then come home to the man I love, probably a dog... That's where I wanna be. Kids eventually

And, like, does any of that, does anything about your future scare you?

Of course it does. Everything does. The whole universe scares me, but, you know... Um, It's like in "Winnie the Pooh", you know? Piglet was really afraid of something, and he goes "suppose lightning hits this tree, ya know, and it catches on fire!" And Pooh just goes, "suppose it doesn't."

So, you know, things could go wrong, it could be difficult, there could be hardships, but... maybe not. The only way you're gonna know is if you go for it