Death

I drew I took a card I took the long way home for nothin' I let it get dark Now he asked, back at the bar I think I want something to happen, I want it to start Well I guess, I can be gross Put my, hands where they go Feel my heart, beat in my throat Ask you, "am I better alone?" Oh my god, I've got a clone Someone else, knows where it goes Cut my neck, open my throat Drip the blood, onto your clothes Now I won't hide Now I know these things will happen I found the start And I wish you the best Wherever you are I didn't want these things to happen Leavin' a scar But I hope it tears you apart It's now on the deep end, I don't want to feel this I didn't mean it when I walked You're high for no reason, stared at the ceiling Found all the things that I just lost Now I couldn't believe it, please don't delete this Wash me away like I was chalk Tell me you need it, give me a reason Tell me you're still mine, you are But it tears you apart