Reproach envelopes me
A hierarchy through violence-street society
I voice my contempt
Convinced of my immunity
Yet on a smaller scale
In my conflicted world
My resistance is stretched
You sense and provoke
You mock and degrade my friends and aims
Tempting drastic actions - baiting me
My shame turning, turning to rage
Twisting the knot inside
The final strains of restraint discharged
Acceleration of loathing, driving my physical force
The shameful act, the feeling of angst
I considered myself incapable
Lay blame with me for the "Bastard" that I am
(You're) too stupid to understand the scars your cruel words inflict
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