Orchards

God doesn't make it too hard for those who seek Now I'm moving so slowly through this river grief Sun setting in the west, rising in the east He anointed by the North opposite his feet Them postcards that I sent from the depths of me Fled from hellish ways to heaven fleet Fortune child, life was scorching, light the fire of my destiny I used a stepping stone to step aside desperately It's circumstantial on the scale, unfairly measuring Plus it's hard to fill the shoes of who you nevеr been The way I'm spilling blood is medicine And simultanеously menacing The pendulum required on the other end I acquired what my mother sets The stretch of shadow that I'm up against In my defense, I love it here I love the dark because the light meaning my brother near The forecast of his youth last a hundred years Downpour of his rain, wasn't nothing clear It was literally opaque, little me was up late Watching life curve, bend, tryna get his soul straight, he don't break How much a heart of gold weigh? In the wake of what I lost, fell asleep to live a dream of mine Diminishing his wants, there's limits to it all It's a dissonance at play since I been peeling layers off I can feel the air of God sitting pretty in the fog Candlelit, His animism leadin', free of cost Deities and gods leading me to learn who I affect and what I caused Leading me to learn who I affect and what I caused Take a look at all that's happening In this wicked world, you hunting or you gathering Life's tapestry is tattering Find beauty in the darkness that we battling Find— Kept it bottled in, we was dealt so many losses that we gotta win Kept it bottled in, we was dealt so many losses that we gotta win Kept it bottled in, we was dealt so many losses that we gotta win Kept it bottled in, we was dealt so many losses that we gotta win