I DONT WANNA BE HERE

I didn't wanna be here I don't wanna be near this earth What did I do to deserve Getting my feelings hurt? I didn't wanna be here I don't wanna be near this earth When you're not here by my side I swear I'm losing my mind Can you tell me how to move on? Can you show me how to be strong? Each second feel way too long without you You're the only place I belonged Now I don't where to run Why does everything feel so wrong without you? No matter what I do I always seem to make things worse How come I always end up last when I put you first? I thought love was a blessing, but now I know it's a curse 'Cause I healed your heart and you broke mine in return And ever after you treated me this way I still can't make it go away 'Cause I fell too hard, but you didn't fall from the start I didn't wanna be here I don't wanna be near this earth What did I do to deserve Getting my feelings hurt? I didn't wanna be here I don't wanna be near this earth When you're not here by my side I swear I'm losing my mind I don't wan' be conscious no longer Sippin' the Henny to down all my sorrows I don't even wanna think 'bout tomorrow I know I prolly shouldn't finish the bottle (fuck) Now I'm just going insane Henny is taking control of my brain I'm sending drunk texts that I can't explain 'Cause I need to kill all the pain, yeah I need to kill all pain that you caused I hit the blunt to go swervin' and pause There's no escaping when you feel this lost Time doesn't heal when its covered in frost Now I wish that you were never mine Wish that I could be alright You're the reason that I I didn't wanna be here I don't wanna be near this earth What did I do to deserve Getting my feelings hurt? I didn't wanna be here I don't wanna be near this earth When you're not here by my side I swear I'm losing my mind