Control

Hey man, listen up closely I know lately you’re a bit lonely Did you know on your phone there’s a whole world full of girls you could be lookin at homie? It’s true… Between me and you, it’s only five bucks and watch what they do… Let’s get high, lose track of time, c’mon man you know I’m a damn good time… Yo, if they gonna post it, no clothing, oh my god so exposed and everything… You might as well see everything…every inch, never leave, a growing need, wait…. Maybe you should DM, be friends, pretend, a boyfriend, the deep end, she needs men… She needs you, and your dues… AHHHH! Get outta my head Get outta my mind I need to focus I’m wasting my time You make me feel hopeless, I’m wasting my prime… Fuck it, I’m going to war with my mind… I’m in control… My body and soul Never again will you ever take hold… I’ve got a purpose outside of this hole And I’ll turn the feeling into something more I can change, rearrange my brain Thoughts and energy push through pain… Loneliness is a passing phase A better life, it starts today… Once hopeless and broken now I’m in motion Just gotta stay focused Keep moving, keep growing Never look back, got a new path chosen… There’s a time When we are weak, when we are broken That’s when we’re left open In darkness lies All of our flaws that keep us hopeless Numb our minds and choke us… But I’m in control I’ll fight taking hold I’ll climb out this hole My mind and my soul…. Will be in my control! Hey man, where’d you go? We used to have fun, hangout and smoke Watch a little you know what, a show- Drink a little bit of this, little that to cope… yeah, wait We used to have fun right? Sleep in, short days, but the long nights… You always loved to go play, what a fun guy But now you seem so lame, what a shame right? Hey… come back, let’s get high We can have another run like the good times We can have a little fun, just recline, me time, hand over the wheel, you’ll be just fine… Yeah, you know I’m always here for ya (wait) Life gets hard there’s a lotta fear for ya (wait) You know I can make it all disappear for ya (wait) Only one time you’ll be fine man, I’ll cheer for ya NO! I don’t wanna get back to a place that I really don’t like, so I really gotta GO!…. All the thoughts in the back of my mind, they be bigger at night when the dark takes HOLD…. Gotta make my way to the light, feeling better inside every time I say NO! I’m in motion, yeah I’ve chosen a different path for me Rapidly having CONTROL! I’m back baby Better than ever, no drag taking Back everything that I lacked lately Feeling like me, I’m back, crazy, I took all that pain Put that energy to change I will never be the same I will never be a stain… There’s a time When we are weak, when we are broken That’s when we’re left open In darkness lies All of our flaws that keep us hopeless Numb our minds and choke us… But I’m in control I’ll fight taking hold I’ll climb out this hole My mind and my soul…. Will be in my control!