As It Is When It Was (Japan Demo)

I cut my head against the wall I've been this way for so long now You weren't exactly falling over yourself When last I saw you But I always thought We'd get along like a house on fire Until you told me I'd have to go How can someone like you work this slow? If you ever think of me You listen hard and I will make you see If you ever call my name Please be sure that I have not the same I don't feel anything at all This state of grace is consuming me I'm not grown up, I'm not a boy I feel no pain and I feel no joy But I always thought We'd get along like a house on fire In those days when the sun was hot I ran up in the street where I was born If you ever think of me You listen hard and I will make you see If you ever think of me You listen hard and I will make you see Streets are so empty at this time of night I'd rather walk on my own than fight In a room where I've forgotten you I find myself forgotten too That's the danger of believing ghosts All the lies are post-seasoned friends Who sing intellectual songs of love From a stolen hand to a broken heart