Chasing_(Demo)

I just wanna run away Find somewhere that feels safe Find somewhere the bad days Don't come as often in this sad phase Somewhere I can be alone Where I don't have to run away from my flaws And I don't have to be afraid of my thoughts With this high, this high that I've been chasing Doesn't have an exit I don't learn my lesson I don't see no endin' in sight I don't feel the best when I try Holdin' my head up high, but it's not workin' Makin' you cry makes me feel like a bad person (bad person) And something's got a hold on me They don't see the world I see Heartbeat in my chest feels weak It's really starting to weigh on me, yeah I just wanna run away And find somewhere that feels safe Find somewhere the bad days Don't come as often in this sad phase Somewhere I can be alone Where I don't have to run away from my flaws And I don't have to be afraid of my thoughts With this high, this high that I've been chasing Always likes a sad trip And ruin all my friendships Way too many questions in my mind I don't have the answers but I try Holdin' my head up high, but it's not workin', yeah Makin' you sad makes me feel like a bad person (bad person, person) I said some awful things last week Messin' with my self-esteem Mixed up my priorities It's really startin' to weigh on me, yeah I just wanna run away Find somewhere that feels safe Find somewhere the bad days Don't come as often in this sad phase Somewhere I can be alone Where I don't have to run away from my flaws And I don't have to be afraid of my thoughts With this high, this high that I've been chasing