Void

100 (Bamsy made the beat) I set some goals A lesson learned A testimony, is a better word I left it all, on the field Wouldn't trade a death for a better deal I be sittin' in the grave, when it fades With a blank little stare on my face And a stain on my cape And a mouth full of words that I wish I would've said You were supposed to be my hero And I'll be here, going ahead, far away Now I went and made a million dollars Tryna fill the void Drank some Holy Water Tryna heal my inner boy And I wish I would've known I wish I would've let it go Instead, I let it steal my joy Instead, I let it steal my joy I think I'm holding on to it Even though I think I let it go I think I had to go through kit Just to make sense of it on my own And I think it hurts less when you pretend it's not there Just to hurt more down the road The more you hold in, the more it builds up The better chance you explode And I'll be here, going ahead, far away Now I went and made a million dollars Tryna to fill the void Drank some Holy Water Tryna heal my inner boy And I wish I would've known I wish I would've let it go Instead, I let it steal my joy Instead, I let it steal my joy Now I went and made a million dollars Tryna fill the void Drank some Holy Water Tryna heal my inner boy And I wish I would've known I wish I would've let it go Instead, I let it steal my joy Instead, I let it steal my joy