[Verse 1: Nick Brewer]
I get women, I'm just beginnin'
I'm sick of forever sinnin'
I'm blamin' the world I live in
My mother gave me advice
And I know I should've listened
Come on home, he's bellin' me
Tellin' me he's sittin' in prison
Got caught with a double ounce
Could've fairly moved unannounced
He moved up to the house
And found food under the couch
And now he's in a cell
Tryna figure somethin' out
And no one caught me feelin' down
Now I've got to make it count
Well, a couple people around me
Just start to row me
You got my vision fillin' with doubt
Now, my man is cloudy
Figurin' a [?]
I keep a small circle around me
You know why I keep a quiet game?
I needed it to speak loudly
You won't ever see me shouting
I don't want it
And I always want to make a difference
But I got it, I know I got it
I gained a teacher (Yeah)
But a teacher [?] posse
I'm tryna pull it together
I hope I haven't lost you
[Chorus: Jacob Banks]
Once I saw a blind man cry
I said, "Why is the world is so blind?"
Can't you see the world is only black and white?
Oh, these little eyes of mine
[Verse 2: Nick Brewer]
Can you hear me?
My mind is kind of weary
That's why he's speakin' unclearly
But really
I've been in fear of these fairies
I'm feelin' inferior
And it's got me givin' up nearly, gets mad
Fat, I'm tryna get up on the mat
But I know that shouldn't matter
'Cause my homie said he's trapped
Puttin' money on the table
Unable to pay it back
He's lookin' for an escape
And now he's waitin' to collapse
I hear your situation
I wanna see the change
I'm sick of waiting
I'm sick of hating
On people singin' and feelin' amazing
I'm sick of feelin' so bitter
I hate this bitter taste
It's in my mouth, I spit it out
It brings me down, I figured it out
All of the times that I would find
Somethin' to rap that won't fill my mind
But why
Well, if nobody knows me
But then why
And I'm hopin' I don't say this to myself
I'm hopin' if I say it, it will help
Well
[Chorus: Jacob Banks]
Once I saw a blind man cry
I said, "Why is the world is so blind?"
Can't you see the world is only black and white?
Oh, these little eyes of mine
These little eyes of mine
These little eyes of mine
[Bridge: Nick Brewer]
I don't say these words just to make a verse
I'm tryna take away the pain, take away the hurt (Hmm)
And even know, I really doubt it will make a difference
To the life I'm livin', I'm just wishin' it don't make it worse
But I know that life's real, I know that gas kill
That's someone holdin' dad still, but I just say the way I feel
And I keep trackin' the fail
But take my time to a till
Will free my man from this jail
