Gut Punch

I think my hair stopped growing, is that even a thing? Haven't lost any of it, but something ain't the same Maybe it's a metaphor, is it even that deep? I think my hair stopped growing, or is it me? I called Phil a couple times, he's probably sick of me He said, "Go easy on yourself," but what does that even mean? Sounds like good advice, but I just can't hear it right now Hit me like a gut punch I hurt my own feelings How did I get so good at being mean to myself? I should turn the heat down, tell myself to chill out Damn, I really hate the way I talk to myself Hit me like a- Hit me like a- When the hell did I start trying to be perfect? People pleasing, is it ever really worth it? Fake smiling just to pass the time It's the only way I've been getting by Looked at myself and I can't even recognize Who I am behind those eyes, one big disguise Hit me like a gut punch I hurt my own feelings How did I get so good at being mean to myself? I should turn the heat down, tell myself to chill out Damn, I really hate the way I talk to myself Hit me like a- Now, what would it be like if I just tried being nice To the person that I'm seeing in the mirror? Yeah If you find that inner child Haven't seen him for a while Let him know he's doing fine Hit me like a gut punch I hurt my own feelings How did I get so good at being mean to myself? I should turn the heat down, tell myself to chill out Damn, I really hate the way I talk to myself Hit me like a- Yeah, yeah, oh-oh Yeah, yeah Hit me like a gut punch Oh-oh-oh Yeah, yeah