Borderline

I look past all the flashing lights Drive through, ignore the warning signs When things blow up I close my eyes And shake it off as if it's justified Wash the shame down with another drink I get high I don't wanna overthink My body's shaking, my head is weak But I'm too afraid to leave Life goes on new day same show 'Cuz if I change I could feel more low So I do another encore, one more when it hurts the most Calling it quits I don't wanna admit That I'm, that I'm Stuck in the cracks and I'm going down fast tonight, tonight Calling it quits when I gotta make up My mind, my mind No going back 'cause I'm already on the borderline I'm in purgatory Middle of the story Pulling back and forth from surrender and glory All the pressure internally It could very well be the death of me Caught up in the middle Center of the limbo Seeing through the shards of a broken window If the looking glass disagrees It could very well be the death of me Calling it quits I don't wanna admit That I'm, that I'm Stuck in the cracks and I'm going down fast tonight, tonight Calling it quits when I gotta make up My mind, my mind No going back 'cause I'm already on the borderline Calling it quits, I don't wanna admit I'm too far gone but I'll never forget What it feels like being young and dumb Wondering who I'd become I don't know man Losing all ambition The angel on my right no I never listened The voice in my left ear made the decisions I'll the pay the price now 'cause I get what I'm givin' (Get what I'm givin') Calling it quits, I don't wanna admit That I'm, that I'm Stuck in the cracks and I'm going down fast tonight, tonight Calling it quits when I gotta make up My mind, my mind (I gotta make up my mind) No going back 'cause I'm already on the borderline I look past all the flashing lights (It could very well be the death of me) Drive through ignore the warning signs (It could very well be the death of me) When things blow up I close my eyes (I'm left with what I am) No going back 'cause I'm already on the borderline