Numb

You don't understand what I'm saying My ego is talking too much While my heart is numb (so numb) And I won't ever feel what you're feeling The damage is already done Cause my heart is numb The moon is creeping through the blinds With our bodies intertwined And I'm staring at the ceiling now I know I'm only gonna let you down (as I quietly escape) You keep staying up for me Cause it kills you to watch me leave But it kills me more to see that look on your face Its so much easier to walk away (I'm comfortably afraid) It's a losing game, I ain't gonna change No one could ever be winning my trust Guess that I resent the thought of sentiment So I push it away and I settle for lust You don't understand what I'm saying My ego is talking too much While my heart is numb (so numb) And I won't ever feel what you're feeling The damage is already done Cause my heart is numb It's never waking up No, yeah Don't want you to blame yourself I'm the one that needs the help No, I won't stop you if you're willing to try If I were you I wouldn't keep my hopes high (woah) It's gonna take a whole lot more Than drugs and a candy store To fix the hole that beats inside of my chest Can't bring something back to life once it's dead (no) It's a losing game, I ain't gonna change No one could ever be winning my trust Guess that I resent the thought of sentiment So I push it away and I settle for lust You don't understand what I'm saying My ego is talking too much While my heart is numb (so numb) And I won't ever feel what you're feeling The damage is already done Cause my heart is numb It's never waking up It's never waking up I can be deceiving But my eyes are telling the truth So look a little closer I can be deceiving But my eyes are telling the truth So look a little closer You don't understand what I'm saying My ego is talking too much While my heart is numb (so numb) And I won't ever feel what you're feeling The damage is already done Cause my heart is numb It's never waking up It's never waking up It's never waking up