Serotonin

I kick the sheets Until they rise like mountain ranges at my feet I'm in the dark God only knows the torment writ large upon my heart What wouldn't I? What wouldn't I give? It comes to this I'm only sure of things I know now don't exist There's no precision I'm inside-outside-in I want subdivision And all of this fills my aching head I hate this space, the luxury hotel bed Oh dear, oh me-oh-my Got to concentrate just to keep from trying Oh dear, oh me-oh-my Got to concentrate just to keep from trying Don't lose it Things move rapidly Don't lose it Try to maintain composure Don't lose it The dead are haunting me Out with it Let's get it over What wouldn't I? What wouldn't I give? I'm thoroughly wasted My mind's hallucinating lucidity It's over sensitized And something's moving on the periphery What wouldn't I? What wouldn't I give?