Afraid

Today is a bad day for a bad day Hide my problems, run away Fake a smile then stare at the ash tray Run a mile but my heads still screwed on Never thought my mental brain would be this bate But okay, what can I say Guess I don't help myself these days Staying up wasted, staying out late Wake in the morning, deep in the shakes, uh! Need a trip to the cinema Push myself to chill out and about without thinking bout another critical... night Why can't I be minimal It's me just typical Catch me later this week bet my heads in a pickle The above is why I'm my own worst enemy I wouldn't be friends with me, nah I'm afraid in the morning Feel my worlds gonna go fall down Never sleeps on a weekend 'Cause I been up thinking how, how, how I'm afraid in the morning Feel my worlds gonna go fall down Never sleeps on a weekend 'Cause I been up thinking how, how, how All my mates are down the beach sipping on their stella in the sun And I'm at home in a problem Overthinking 'bout thinking Stuck in panic Help me I'm sinking Why's my head attempting to kill me All all sudden I feel so guilty, man Am i forgetting who I am? I'm up for forgetting who I am Swear this all stemmed in Amsterdam One big day now a different man My head feels like a traffic jam No way out People on my left right Stuck in town And I don't wanna be here right now Right now, wow Fuck it I'll just out But... I'm afraid in the morning Feel my worlds gonna go fall down Never sleeps on a weekend 'Cause I been up thinking how, how, how I'm afraid in the morning Feel my worlds gonna go fall down Never sleeps on a weekend 'Cause I been up thinking how, how, how Sick head, need rest Losing all my self interest Big mess, max stress I'm a self inflicted nightmare Pretty right, pretty left Pretty sure that I need help From anyone and everyone And everyone who's anyone 'Cause... I'm afraid in the morning Feel my worlds gonna go fall down Never sleeps on a weekend 'Cause I been up thinking how, how, how I'm afraid in the morning Feel my worlds gonna go fall down Never sleeps on a weekend 'Cause I been up thinking how, how, how I'm afraid in the morning