Hostage

The city sleeps and I'm awake I'm stuck in conversation My mind is running red lights To escape this situation I hold my breath and bite my tongue Pretend and play along I rewind, reset, restart, repeat again When morning comes I've been counting down from ten Hoping it would make it end I shut my eyes I shut my mind And hope it pass me by I'm a broken soul Think I've lost control Cause you're making me your hostage And if truth be told I'm afraid of getting old Cause you're making me your hostage The city sleeps, I'm wide awake And breaking expectations My blood is cold, my eyes are red My knees can't stop from shaking I hold my breath and bite my tongue Pretend and play along I rewind, reset, restart, repeat again When morning comes I've been counting down from ten Hoping it would make it end I shut my eyes I shut my mind And hope it pass me by I'm a broken soul Think I've lost control Cause you're making me your hostage And if truth be told I'm afraid of getting old Cause you're making me your hostage I've been counting down from ten Hoping it would make it end I shut my eyes I shut my mind And hope it pass me by I've been counting down from ten Hoping it would make some sense I shut my eyes I shut my mind Hostage I'm a broken soul Think I've lost control Cause you're making me your hostage And if truth be told I'm afraid of getting old Cause you're making me your hostage