barely bleeding

I've been waiting for something or someone to save me from this I can't act like I'm fine when I'm not anymore and it hurts Sleep, wake, repeat Numb, underneath Reaching out for a hand 'cause the hurt makes it harder to be Breathing out as I watch every season go by in complete Sleep, wake, repeat Numb, underneath So watch me break I'm barely breathing I'm wide awake And you're still sleeping 'Cause all this weight I'm bruised and beaten You watch me break You're barely bleeding Searching for a god or something that is bigger than me so I wait Reaching up at the sky sending prayers that I know won't be met Sleep, wake, repeat Numb, underneath So watch me break I'm barely breathing I'm wide awake And you're still sleeping 'Cause all this weight I'm bruised and beaten You watch me break You're barely bleeding And it's too late for you to chase me Your words cut like razor blades So watch me break I'm barely breathing I'm wide awake And you're still sleeping 'Cause all this weight I'm bruised and beaten You watch me break You're barely bleeding