Counterfeit

This weather is taking its toll And I can't help feeling miserable So with every altercation comes a shadow of shame It's a bright bouquet of roses, and a bullet with your name Is this temporary cemetery permanent? I'm scared that I will never see the sun again I let you in, you let me drown You watched me sink from solid ground And I hate myself, you made this hell And I can't get over it, this love is counterfeit Synthetic, so artificial Pathetic, more than you'd ever know And your casual narcotics, I watched them eat you alive This subtle isolation, yeah, it cuts you like a knife Tell me you love me, tell me you hate me Tell me it's all in my head 'Cause I am broken, I am hopeless It's a fucking dead end I let you in, you let me drown You watched me sink from solid ground And I hate myself, you made this hell And I can't get over it, this love is counterfeit Is this temporary cemetery permanent? I'm scared that I will never see the sun again The beating of my heart, I can never defend Never again, never again I let you in, you let me drown You watched me sink from solid ground And I hate myself, you made this hell And I can't get over it, this love is counterfeit I can't get over it, this love is counterfeit I can't get over it, this love is counterfeit