Knives

And the hard part was just becoming part of society again It's like they didn't want me They didn't want me to be part of their society anymore So I just decided, fuck it I'm gonna sleep in a tent I'm gonna do what I love for a living, which is playing music And if I just make a little bit of money I'd rather do what I love with passion and make a little money Than go back to contracting and then try to make a lot of money And be part of a society that doesn't even want me anymore Fuck 'em, you know? Fuck society Do you think about life? Do you stay awake at night? Do you dream about knives? Do you think about life? Do you stay awake at night? Do you dream about knives? Solo, so low, so See I'm feeling so low when I'm solo But I'm still alone though Been conducting a ballad but no one can play to My tempo, my body's a rental My skeleton's relevant only to me though The day I was born, signed a deal with the Reaper Funny how I had no choice in it either The people around me, they drink by the liter It turns them all to instinctual creatures So I confide inside all my anxieties Some find a god, live their lives how the bible teach I don't need that Don't need a guy in the sky, don't abide by a book Don't confide in a lie when they preaching the hate Justified by faith, you don't buy all the talk You're just scared of a coffin, fuck It's a maze in my mind, I'm amazed that I'm fine Hey remember the time I was 'bout age nine When I didn't get how you were sad all the time? Now I do Cause we all grew up in suburban homes When the purpose known was to not grow up Then we grew up, then we grew old, wanna throw up Now I take nostalgia by the spoonful Life doesn't feel so beautiful Fuck it, at least I'm being truthful Do you think about life? Do you stay awake at night? Do you dream about knives? Do you think about life? Do you stay awake at night? Do you dream about knives? You almost crashed your car staring at the stars Life means nothing when you're going nowhere far You almost crashed your car staring at the stars Life means nothing when you're going nowhere far And it's alright You know, when it comes down to it I came in this world by myself, and when I die I'm gonna be the only one in that coffin Do you think about life? Do you stay awake at night? Do you dream about knives? Do you think about life? Do you stay awake at night? Do you dream about knives?