Monsters

I'm not afraid of monsters But I'm afraid of myself Promised me Heaven, but this feels like Hell I can't get sleep, so I just tell myself Can't get to Heaven, so I'll stay in Hell I can't find peace, sometimes I hate this realm I'd like to think that I could be somebody else If I were a star, I'd shoot away so far Sometimes I find it hard to recognise myself Like I'm an alien, spaceship, crash, burn it I'm not afraid of monsters But I'm afraid of myself Stuck in an illusion Crying for help I'm not afraid of monsters But I'm afraid of myself Looking in the mirror I tell myself (monsters, I'm not afraid) (Hey) I'm not afraid of monsters Monsters (hey) inside of me I'm not afraid Promise me Heaven, but this feels like Hell I'm in the deep, another rainy spell I can't get to Heaven, so I stay in Hell 'Round and 'round on this carousel I'd like to think that I could be somebody else If I were a star, I'd shoot away so far Out of my head I need time to digest I need to tell myself to breathe I'm not afraid of monsters But I'm afraid of myself Stuck in an illusion Crying for help I'm not afraid of monsters But I'm afraid of myself Looking in the mirror I tell myself (monsters, I'm not afraid) (Hey) I'm not afraid of monsters Monsters (hey) inside of me I'm not afraid Monsters (Hey) I'm not afraid of monsters Monsters (hey) inside of me I'm not afraid Breathe I'm not afraid of monsters But I'm afraid of myself Stuck in an illusion Crying for help I'm not afraid of monsters But I'm afraid of myself Looking in the mirror I tell myself (monsters, I'm not afraid)