You Can (Not) Advance

[Verse 1] They wanna take me outside Leave me here, I'm fine They won't believe that I tried They won't believe that I'm tired You’re still a kid, what have you seen? What have ya done? Well, I killed my dreams when I tried to reach the sun I took the risk, I had my fun I destroyed myself, why you gonna reload the guns I'm on my knees, begging for a chance Without you, I can not advance Since the start, I've been called your mans Why you wanna leave me with myself like I'm stuck in sweatpants [Bridge] I lost my common sense Might be losing all my friends Found the truth in my rants I cannot advance [Verse 2] Pick me up if you dare I've been pierced with a thousand stares And I've always been in compare Seal my mouth so I wouldn't share A thousand years wouldn't be enough to move And fly through the ceiling, through the roof Watch em bunch of haters wonder why I'll get the game locked Yeah, I'm still moving although I'm all corked Watch how I'm spitting for the better days will be unlocked Need my common sense, or I'll be gone in a blink See me at my lowest, still imma pose in the abyss I wanna speak my heart, and they wanna pay for the hits I gotta keep it real if I wanna make my family rich I've tried every way To find my purpose through the day In, day out, can't focus when the rent is late And I self-sabotage, then drown in shame Then hide it all behind cheesy humor I'm not a real person, I'm a voice in your computer