Myself

[Hook: Novelist] I was thinking about taking this niggas life Then I had to stop myself Because I wouldn't wanna get dropped myself They told me that they had my back Tell the Glock I got myself Back then when I never had no bread is when I was not myself [Verse 1: Shailan] They tried to plot on me and I had to make a plot myself Ya'know some people think I'm loud but I'm not I'm stealth I'm always rolling up some loud mom says watch your health All I know is putting in work I ain't got time to chill I'm trying to perform at rolling loud but the feds want me jailed I've been raised in this thing trying to be wherе it's hot as hell Fake friends want to see mе down and out I know they hope I fail Sometimes I wanna catch a body but I control myself I'm trying to do it for my fam see they like a show as well Remember being locked up behind them doors I used to stress myself Yeah it was just me and I can't forget myself Just use my eyes put them back on the shelf no I don't need no scales I've been trying tryna find my way I can't be sitting still Straight to the top fall off and drop I know they wish I will I was thinking about taking a niggas life but I stopped myself Because I ain't tryna locked or dropped myself [Hook: Novelist] I was thinking about taking this niggas life Then I had to stop myself Because I wouldn't wanna get dropped myself They told me that they had my back Tell the Glock I got myself Back then when I never had no bread is when I was not myself [Verse 2: Novelist] Can't give my heart to a Jez why would I mock myself Don't take no pressure from anyone and I don't put it on myself A lot of man talk hard, but I guess, that they're not their self Been feeling like laying these rappers out but I don't wanna block myself When they killed my dawg, it was peak and I don't know what I felt When I got that news I was hurt and feeling like I got shot myself Finna cop this Glock myself late night on the glide nearly offed myself But I don't wanna carry that guilt inside when I answer to God myself But if I gotta answer to God myself I'm a answer to God myself Coulda side from time but I wanna see mills cause why would I rob myself When I gave my heart to a yak like that I never forgot myself Ain't putting my faith in another nigga when I coulda done that job myself Wanted to [?] put focus on a girl Bad B telling me that she's in love with me but she's not my girl I don't take no chance, because I don't put blame on myself I was feeling like putting in work in silence by I just stopped myself [Hook: Novelist] I was thinking about taking this niggas life Then I had to stop myself Because I wouldn't wanna get dropped myself They told me that they had my back Tell the Glock I got myself Back then when I never had no bread is when I was not myself