TEARS

[Verse 1] Holding back the tears In the battlefield like, "don't nobody care?" My brudda got killed I had to soldier that for years I got shanked since then I had to roll without the fear My nigga switched sides like he don't know I prepared He tasted the pain when I showed him I was clear Upset there women stare I know it's not fair couldn't care less fam I was broke picking up the pieces I was raised in the flames but I praise Jеsus Said division but they didn't wanna dream it Took bare Ls matе I feel no feelings Somehow stay paid never been a dope dealer My niggas threw a party in the park and held a meeting I ain't worried about nuttin' just make sure the girls are eating My gang's fully governed God's the only one above us One main rule is don't ever disrespect your brudda [Verse 2] Holding back the tears Help another brother I've been holding back for years New bruddas moving like they've known a man for years Life got cold I had to open up my ears Older man are folding man I know that man are scared Suttin' got broke and when I spoke another prayer Told a man to poke a man the joker never dared Joker's been trying hard but I don't feel it A brudda tried to emulate me you couldn't be dis I could never ever be weak I been the realest I'll lick your head off your neck clean for no reason Enemies see me in the flesh and start cheesin' Everything I've been through has led to my season Deathdate for everyone for hates I done seen it Handsome, and I'm supernaturally appealing Every time I open up my mouth it's straight healing [Verse 3] Holding back the tears Yeah I'm still a soldier but I'm holding back the tears Niggas been focused on my progress like it's theirs Hearts been broken man I hope somebody hears What d'you know about holding onto prayers Fighting with your own mind moaning in your ears I just go about along without my peers Everybody says a lot but they don't mean it Teach a man your future plan and man will start stealing Leave a man to be a man it's naturally revealing Don't tell your vision to a man who can't believe that man are sleeping I hit hard no chance to peep it You'll get a beatin' mistaking my love for weakness even when I never had it made sure the gang's eating (made sure) I've been known for that for years Fully certified holding back the tears