Substance

Never sober You need a fix, something to hold you over From all those places that you can't find closure How do you, how do you keep composure Keep composure Carried you from the bar to the bathroom floor This side of you I don't even know anymore Too blind to recognize that you threw this away You chose the substances over the life we made You found your substance in everything you abused Now there's no substance left between me and you You don't know how to love, only know how to lose it So tell me was it worth it in thе end Tryna play pretend Ignoring I'm thе best thing that you could've had We'll never make amends, I know our love is dead Now i see that there's just no substance left No substance left Your decisions are never clear when you've got clouded vision It hurts that you couldn't change And I couldn't stay With someone who always put me last Carried you from the bar to the bathroom floor This side of you I don't even know anymore Too blind to recognize that you threw this away You watched your friend burn out Yet you still light the flame You found your substance in everything you abused Now there's no substance left between me and you You don't know how to love, only know how to lose it So tell me was it worth it in the end Tryna play pretend Ignoring I'm the best thing that you could've had We'll never make amends, I know our love is dead Now i see that there's just no substance left No substance left We all have a vice, is yours worth it? It's hard to see under the surface We all have a purpose but you live for nothing And all our efforts seem worthless I'm sorry I couldn't keep going The beauty you had it stopped showing All of the drugs All of the lies All of this shit is a burden, yuh You found your substance in everything you abused Now there's no substance left between me and you You don't know how to love, only know how to lose it So tell me was it worth it in the end Tryna play pretend Ignoring I'm the best thing that you could've had We'll never make amends, I know our love is dead Now i see that there's just no substance left No substance left