Killing Time

Nowadays when I sit alone and I get faded So faded Killing time, I ask myself, will I ever make it? I won't make it Nowadays when I sit alone and I get faded So faded Thinking to myself, how could I ever change it? And I hate it My worlds been dark, I don't sleep at night I do shit so wrong but it feels so right You can see my eyes, look at me, I've lied If it makes you feel good you can take my life Better off alone, so lets face it I am the poison you tasted I feel my mind start breaking You shouldn't bear my hatred Nowadays when I sit alone and I get faded So faded Killing time, I ask myself, will I ever make it? I won't make it Nowadays when I sit alone and I get faded So faded Thinking to myself, how could I ever change it? And I hate it Yeah, oh why, oh why Do you stay with me Even though you know, that I burn everything Ain't no difference in you and them All the same without a soul to give You live your life for the fame and gold I'll live my life for a brand new world Nowadays when I sit alone and I get faded So faded Killing time, I ask myself, will I ever make it? I won't make it Nowadays when I sit alone and I get faded So faded Thinking to myself, how could I ever change it? And I hate it