Grub

[Verse] No money, my rent ain't paid, I'm late I'm tiptoeing on the estate, wait Who's that on my front gate floor? Ayy, I scope from the rooftop, hot dot like slate Dragon in my airways, blowin' weed in the stairways, tell mom I'll be home late Boxed in like Strangeways, man on vacay, tellin' me that I ain't safe, yeah Wait, and I burn through money just like I ain't left it, stings, it burns just like antiseptic Back in the whip like I just got arrested Four-door glide Don't recede, look pretty at night, and they sleep by day when they don't pay on time I'm angry at the world like just ain't right Bouncin', knockin', hold up, two minutes out puttin' rocks in Cold brandy, gin, tonic Fight breaks out where nobody wants it, nobody sees us Gonna be a long day for the cleaners Come on and break my genius, take me down Break me into the pieces Pretty for the first of the month, I'm sittin' at home, kick round at the rum Phone hang up, who's up abrupt Knee-deep mark got me sittin' here stuck (Sittin' here stuck) Same sofa, same pub, same gang in the toilet doin' up grub Same Ford Focus, seagulls swan, same trouble for whose kids with the guns Used to run, water on curbs Me and my day one stomaching birds Stomach turns, threw up my dessert (Ugh) Shooting the whips, stained glass at church Skip Mass, outside on my backs, it's 2016 and I just can't relax and I still ain't stop Some times got a switch off when you can't figure out out what you want Might change, today Nam' rings with a sound, doin' okay Doin' up white lines, doin' up rave Nothing feels real like everything's cake Can I get a slice, punch windows, wrist got sliced Trying to put my wrists on ice, crack heads on pavement, CSI Ear to ear smile, gonna be livin' that life Way home, M-26, route for the night, get back where I live First in hell here, tryna get a drink, ain't tryna' make friends, don't care what you think I'll kill gold, one-way ticket off rollade and I smoke propane I ain't got no name, I ain't got no face I ain't got no way, I ain't got no way tryna get out [Outro] I'm the [?], tryna figure out, a lot of shit on my mind Wonder what I keep smiling about Evil, evil, evil All I see is blank faces, sittin' in a room full of people Alone, same ones, gang in the toilet doin' up grub (yeah, grub) Alone, same ones, gang in the toilet doin' up grub White line, red rum, looking at me like what I've become?