Scars

Oh I hate this place Faces I can't erase I choke on every scream I try to invoke Oh I hate this place A cage of rife decay Each hour's like a dagger, slitting my throat I can't get away Let me just slip away All I do is drown my face in the blood This world is not a place to live Why is it so hard to forgive? This world is not a place to live This life is not for me to live I'm not here to scratch your heart When word is made flesh it leaves a scar I'm not here to scratch your heart I am here to rip your world apart You always wanted my best My best was never enough How can I forge my own fate? When all that you see Is a picture you painted of me Something I'll never be Why do I hate myself sometimes? And everything is pale How can I love myself? When every little scar is tearing me apart No-one ever taught me how to live How do I forget? How do I forgive you? Father? Why have you forsaken me? Father? Why have you forsaken me? Was I ever enough? Can I get enough? I hope that one day you could see Father? Why have you forsaken me? Never enough Never enough Never enough Forever in love Never enough Never enough Father? Why have you forsaken me?