Good Sign

[Verse 1] I'm living with the love of my life So I’m living with the best distraction I do my best to a sickening extent But with every romance, I'm still the same person [Pre-Chorus] No one ever really hears me I love to tell myself these things No one ever understands me I love to tell myself these things [Chorus] But what if all this Is a good sign? And when I let go It makes space to try? [Verse 2] I've been sifting through my memories I don’t advise it if you wanna look pretty I've been studying a picture of me at five Spending thousands of dollars just to get back that light [Pre-Chorus] It'd be easier to blame you I love to tell myself these things I'd be easier to love too I love to tell myself these things [Chorus] But what if all this Is a good sign? And when I let go It makes space to try? [Bridge] When everything falls apart, I will trust it Kicking and screaming ends up in a silence Here in the quiet, I wake up to more Looking up at the ceiling and down at the floor When everything falls apart, I will trust it Watch as the light shines on all my illusions Here at the bottom, I cannot play god I am the thing I've been choking on When everything falls apart, I will trust it Kicking and screaming ends up in a silence Here in the quiet, I wake up to more Looking up at the ceiling and down at the floor When everything falls apart, I will trust it (What if all this) Watch as the light shines on all my illusions (Is a good sign?) Here at the bottom, I cannot play god (And when I let go) I am the thing I've been choking on (It makes space to try?) [Outro] What if all this Is a good sign? And when I let go It makes space to try?