Dull

The dogs in the yard Are barkin loudly I can hear it fine My ears Are hurting Noises All around me Are so big They bounce in my head All this food is making me sick Nothing in my bed Nothing in my fridge Nothing in my chest Nothing Nothing... I'm dulling out I will... I will not stop i will not I’m dulling out I will... I will not i will not i I feel it still The claws in my brain trying to remember But i'm too dull To recall what it was im trying to not forget I'm dulling out Overstimulated Unprepared for the consequences of my actions I feel myself Dulling out My senses are getting weaker My sense of self is growing smaller The moths that used to crowd me Are no longer attracted to my glow They’ve found something brighter Than what they used to know I'm dulling out I will... I will not stop it I'm dulling out I will not i will not i will not i will not i I feel it still The claws in my brain trying to remember But i'm too dull To recall what it was im trying to not forget and I can feel my brain as it gets older and I Sense my hair turning grey At the roots I will not cover them I will not cover And Im dulling out And i will not stop it The crows have come They're singing softly They can see i'll be there soon They can smell it on my breath Im dulling out Im dulling out Im dulling out Im dulling out I will not i will not i will not i will not stop