Blur My Memory

Through all the burdens I hold over my head I'll make myself forget why I even care at all Then blur my memory Keep it on your shelf I'm used to spending days Running from myself Now all at once my worlds collide From starring at the ceiling of my room I feel it Overtaking all I know You kept counting All my reasons Give me a life with meaning And let myself run free Right now Give me a life with meaning And make it all worth living for I'll drown in angst But not today The choice was made To set myself free (The trees they shine with beauty Like it's a distant memory Give me a life with meaning And make it all worth living for)