Time Spent, Too Long

Why has it been so long? Forgot to live while you were gone When there's no place to go And no one left to know The trees that line this town Won't hold me, hold me to this ground I'll pick apart at these memories And overthink what you want from me But how you go I'll never know When will this feel normal again? Well does the dream match the sky To fill this void when you lie When I try to escape this time I close, I closed my eyes Why can't it fix my mind? The first to try, but it dies Once you walk away this time I'll be fine You'll be fine (But you leave far from this place) Because I thought this was right (I truly wish you would stay) But no one wants to be wrong (But you leave far from this place) I'll never know what you want (When truly I hope) And I hope you find what you're looking for In my setting sun Next time I'll be gone And you wrote (I've spent too long inside I just might move along) Time spent, too long