Everything Ends Last Year

[Verse 1] Stumble into November knowing goddamn well I can't make nothing close to this tender Can't fade, can't accelerate So pitch me into that blender Regardless where the sun is, I'm my own personal winter I'm cold, I think I'm cold I'm just tryna remember Just tryna remember [Refrain] It's October and I'm tired [Verse 2] We thought we were so clever Just put me on that TV screen, 'cause pop culture's forever We did it, we do it If everybody's assuming, I did too cause I'm human We heard we wasn't performing, we heard it wasn't resuming And it ended It fucking ended, just like that [Refrain] It's October and I'm tired [Verse 3] We tried starting a movement We tried starting a record label Our friendships have been ruined Good brothers in arguments about money, data and music We created illusions Then, the fighting went public and frightened all the consumers And it ended It just fell the fuck apart [Refrain] It's October and I'm tired [Verse 4] We tried doing forever We tried doing what they tried to do But we tried doing it better We tried alone and together Tried until we got tired of losing Tired of pulling on levers Tired of tryna balance them ledgers When there's one rock and one feather It ended